Lot of things may already you teach me up. start from appreciate something, love, fun, smiling, be happy, and anything else really related. but today, the things all mentioned were finally demolished, vanished and gone.
since i never knew who are you, until today, you and me met at unofficially in real person at bus station with my late friend. hold me and you lot of stories.
i once already left you out. because of my act that brought you to broken heart. but believe me, it wasnt what i ever wanted. i want to test. and yes, i've been replied with an uncomfortable stories. when i heard you already found a successor for me. in case that. i am sorry.
then god set us another meet. at the middle of the big city. we've been spent time watched the movie Despicable me 2. and we set another farewell after that.
soon, not so soon. we already face another time. and that time i really wanted you back. want you be back in my life. we set the date at very our own places. happy, tears, sweat, we already got through.
but now, you already turned your back on me. and the things unsettled. we not be back as usual. and i already dead. not phisically, but mentally. my heart, feelings, love. all dead! ! ! DEAD!!
mention back
DEAD!!
and now my self turn up to darken!!
DARKEN!
only mudvayne set me to understand.
but it is too late.
LATE!!
because i am dead!!
sorry for the inconveniences.
my self made this consequences.
you never got wrong. but actually i am. and for the records. my hearts dead not for you!
my heart beat also never been calm as ever.
maybe,
another day is another stories.
